When the fix to boredom is another project

I am not sure quite how I got here with another book in the works, but it is related to having a big press that all I have done is fart with. How can I justify owning this thing when all I have done is proof a few blocks and look at it wistfully?

One of the sheets of Arnhem with 3 layers of ornaments. Not perfectly lined up, but good enough for my purposes. Turns out one reason this one didn’t quite line up is because I inadvertently cut about 50 sheets 12.5” instead of 12” Didn’t notice till I had printed half of them. Fun times trimming them down, a sliver on each side!

My other books are either at a stage where making progress is an effort, or I am waiting for supplies. They will get done, but nothing is as motivating as something new and shiny. This is a useless little book, but it is a fun interlude and maybe future customers will appreciate the junk more than the art, considering I am a very poor judge of which is which.

One reason I have not done much on the Vandercook is because it is capable of helping me to make things I have not done before, or at least not on this scale, speed, and quality. The bed is only a little larger at 14 1/2 x 20 than my Poco 0 (12x18), so I won’t be doing anything bigger than I already do, unless I come up with a cunning way to put together sheets to create a larger whole. But I can print a whole lot faster than on any of my other presses as is evidenced by the nearly 200 sheets I have put through it in the last few days—printing three layers on each side.

This is an alphabet book, made to showcase my current wood chromatic typefaces (7—with 2 more in the works). It will have a little story about Badger and his friend Honey, created with silkscreen. I’m using Arnhem 1618, a cotton paper I use for a lot of things, and Mohawk Superfine, a cheap all-purpose pulp paper that prints chromatic type well. It also is slow to dry so I am having to use cobalt to speed up the process.

Only 20 letters to go! But unfortunately, I am back to work this week which dampens my time on this and all my projects.

One of the practice pages for A.

When all the projects hit the boring bit simultaneously

That’s when, generally, I start something new. I haven’t though. Maybe it’s the weather. Cold and rain and no sun dampen my energy and I generally would prefer to hibernate. One thing I have is discipline and I am in the shop every dang day doing something. Sometimes it’s cleaning, sometimes it’s organizing, sometimes it’s planning.

I am doing a book about my time living in France. Actually, there are two books. One is mostly text, and one is mostly pictures. I have been working on the manuscript for some years and don’t seem to make much progress. It is too long, too sad, too boring right now, and I give up too soon when trying to edit it. One day, it will be illustrated with small engravings or woodcuts inserted into the text. I think. The other one is woodcuts. Some are 8x20 blocks and some are two 8x10s that form a diptych. The text part I haven’t worked out yet. My New Year’s goal was to get 4 of these blocks done this year, but that is probably rather optimistic. Cuz job.

One of the blocks for the aforementioned book is grapevines. I do not know what plane I was inhabiting when I drew the design, but it was not one that favored my skill level or practicality. This f***er is taking forever, and it is not done particularly well. On the other hand, this key block is so detailed that the color blocks will be pretty simple—essentially just filling in spaces like a coloring book. But ugh. The carving is a bit boring.

The other tedious project occupying my time is the other book, Zanie and the Rainbow Man. This happens with every project—it goes past the exciting part and lands firmly in the repetitive bit. This one has 22 illustrations—11 with Zanie and 11 with Rainbow Man. The latter are screen printed onto the back of the former which means each picture is done in two parts. Gads. All those stencils. I am on number 18/22, so getting there. After that I have to set and print the type. That will be more interesting. This is an edition of 10.

Screen printing produces a squeak that Sir finds irksome in the extreme, so I have to time it just right. It’s actually the cleaning between colors that makes the most noise, and as these prints have an average of 15 layers, that is a lot of high-pitched squealing. I might get through 5-6 layers in a day and maintain cordial relations, but much more than that and I am decidedly unpopular.

There is a lot of rote, repetitive, and mundane bits to producing my books. It doesn’t make me want to abandon them because one thing I really like doing is finishing them. However, I do find that I indulge my weaknesses a little more when I am faced with these dull bits. I have increased my collection of wood type, my number of 2-color cuts, my flower ornaments. I also know all about the feuds, dances, criminals, and estranged parents on tiktok. I’ve learned about toxic mothers-in-law, pedophile rings, shoplifting Karens, entitled drunks, Keith Lee, and sovereign citizens. Whether I am actually educated, or become a better person by such things, is debatable, but I am entertained.

The down side of trying to entertain myself while doing the chore part of book making is that is really does not make the work go any faster. In fact it is slower because I keep looking at the screen. This is true of quilting and knitting as well—crafts I am perpetually sure go swimmingly with TV. They do not.

In another month I ought to be done with the Zanie pictures and on to the type. And the proofs of the grapevine print ought to be at least half done. The days will be longer, and possibly sunnier, and I doubtless will have another 42 projects in mind. I will certainly have lots of new blocks to use to make things.

Molly Vandercook (4) moves in

Thanks to Barry Anderson (seller) and Walter Hicks (mover), my garage has a new resident.

I had my first roll-up two days after she was installed and it was a disaster. I forgot to check the level of the rollers even though they had been adjusted at Barry’s on Nov 20 when he showed me some things. And I chose chromatic type to play with, also a dumb idea.

Having a press of this calibre floats all my insecurities right up to the surface. Sir has already spread the word among his friends that I will “use it until bored” which shows the level of his confidence in me and the persistence of my interests. Because this is not wholly inaccurate, I too wonder if in 10 years I will be off on another tangent, perhaps rebuilding engines, or learning competitive water skiing, or even knitting a 100 mile scarf to lay along highway 395 as a tribute to a beautiful view.

One reason I sold off most of my cameras to pay for this beauty is because I have several faces of chromatic type, most of them 16 line wood, and they cannot be reliably printed on my other presses. I can fit perhaps 4 letters into the chase for the C&P Pilot which is hardly practical. The bed of the Poco 0 is 12x18, not much smaller than the Vandercook, but registration has always been a challenge. The Albion is only 7x10, and the etching press provides type-crushing pressure far too easily. I have actually used this very Vandercook for chromatic type before, with great success, so I know it is possible, provided the user error can be reduced.

No acquisition is an immediate problem solver or savior to issues attributable to the practitioner. And every piece of equipment has a personality and quirks that one has to get to know. One drawback of this machine is the roller cleaning which I greatly dislike. Of course it can be operated with the rollers lifted out of the way and the type inked with a brayer, which is what I will probably do the next time I try this caper.

I will print Zanie and the Rainbow Man on this press as my first book project. The Stellar type is due to arrive from Swamp Press tomorrow. The illustrations are 6/11ths done, so press time probably won’t be until March. I have some other ideas in the meantime, as I always do.

Phew, that's over

Thanks to everyone who came out to support me at the sales I did last week. I met a lot of great folks and had a lot of interesting conversations about processes and such. I hit my financial goals and then some, although beyond covering the cost of the booth, I am not sure why I have them. Am I trying to tell myself that my worth is based on what I make at these things? Probably.

What I found most fascinating was what attracted people. I have my own favorites but they are seldom the most popular. I know from participating in a lot of events in the past that every show has a different flavor, but of course I forgot that, didn’t I? I prepared for one based on what sold at the last, annnnnnd nah, that didn’t work.

I sold 4 books which was magnificent and humbling. I did not know anyone would be interested in spending $100 on a book, handmade or not. The 10-book edition of Me and My Dad is now sold out. I am keeping one for me, as I do for every book. I also sold the last copy of When I Was A Girl, also $100. Anna’s Alliterative Alphabet also sold but there are still a couple of (flawed) copies available.

One thing about finishing the sales—there were just 3—is that now I can get back to making my next piece. The illustrations for Zanie and the Rainbow Man are half done, and yesterday I delightedly set to drawing the first picture of the latter. Sir had to take some pictures of me in an odd pose so that I could draw the RB with a semblance of conviction. These pictures are done in halves because they are on the back sides of the Zanie pages. It requires precision, not my strong point, and in order to make things line up I had to cut an inch off some of the pages. That made me feel some kind of way as the printed edges fell away off the cutter.

Zanie is sitting on dragon rock. Silkscreen, 10x20

What I really should have been doing is digging out from under the atrocity that is my shop. I put away a few pieces of type and bunged some paper scraps. I cleared off a table, and half the etching press so that I have somewhere to put the screen prints I am playing with.

Will I do this sale stuff again? Yes, I think so. The thing is, I have to keep selling in mind when I am making and that does not always occur to me. I could work all year and make a book—cool—but not have any prints to sell separately. While I myself do not have much use for single prints anymore as I am out of wall space and they have to be extraordinary to transcend their 2 dimensional limits, there are plenty of folks who do. The Zanie prints are not stand-alone pieces as they all have a blank spot for type. But the Pommas prints are in the works and can be sold separately. Next on the blocks is a row of grapevines.

The trick is to do work I am passionate about and yet make pieces I can sell. That is not always an easy balance.

Sales and Shows

This November and December I will be flogging my wares at two local fairs. The first is Nov 29 & 30 at the Marin County Civic Center, 11-4. This is the employee craft fair, which I did last year, and had loads of fun. In 2022 I sold a book there and lots of prints and cards. The other fair is the Mill Valley Holiday Craft Fair on Dec 2, 10-4. This is a new one for me, and as it was juried, I imagine the calibre of work will be high (possibly with the exception of me and my tat).

On the sale table will be a couple of books, lots of cards (10 new images this year), scraps of my marbled paper for your own crafts, little handmade blank books, and lots of prints—woodcuts, mokuhanga, and silkscreen.

A piece of mine was selected for the library’s new art-lending program, due to begin in January 2024. Works by 30 artists were chosen, and other pieces are on display at the Civic Center. I put in 2 of them: Peach Tree and Piranhas. Neither are for sale. I had a peek at the show and there are some gems.

In the studio I am plugging away at several books, trying to figure out lithography using an etching press, experimenting with tonal values in silkscreen—or rather, attempting to achieve them—and finishing up cards for the fairs.

Really, I'm not THAT negative

It has not gone without notice that much of what I write is cynical, self-deprecating, and whiny. It is true too that I greatly amuse myself with the things I manage to balls up and perhaps erroneously posit that it will prove amusing to others as well. It is probably a lot less funny to read about what has gone right. I’ll try anyway.

Yesterday I sold off some photo equipment. A few weeks ago it was a fat pile of 8x10 color film which I concluded I just was not going to use. At one time I did night photography with transparency film and I thought if one extra box of film was good, 40 was even better. I am neither getting younger nor more enthused about taking pictures so it makes no sense to hold onto it. I am waiting for the inevitable grief that will follow, and the unknown way in which I will handle it. That person is gone and I do not think she is coming back.

I think it is true that much of my life, in terms of collecting items, is about trying to create the me I want to be, rather than accepting the me I am. The former is of course much more compelling than the latter. No matter what I might buy, however, that gal never shows up.

Funnily, or perhaps predictably, what happens is that my thoughts change while I am waiting for the perfect Amanda to come into view. Even though I persist in wearing inky t-shirts and the same pants for several days, my little mind is working on letting go. I can’t manage to wash my hair more than once a week, but I write every day. I stopped cooking dinner but I spend a lot less time judging others. The changes I thought were important are not the ones that actually happen.

All the self-help gurus seem to say that you have to learn to love yourself, but I do not care for the connotations I find in that word. Instead, I prefer acceptance. That leaves me just as flawed, just as irritating, just as imaginative, but also a complex amalgamation of traits that can be admired even as they perplex. Am I in love with me? Oh hell no, nor do I ever want to be—but I am well along the road to accepting what and who I am.

Where I try being cheerful and brief

Things are going well. I have several books in the works and I like the direction of 80% of them. I am making progress on figuring out how to illustrate a children’s book using a Cricut cutting machine (an item I thought I would never want to own) shapes that I will collage onto the pages. I have purchased a ridiculous amount of type, both metal and wood, and feel creatively rich even while financially poor. One day in the next 10 years I will retire and I will not be able to spend money like this, unless I somehow find the gumption to use some of my precious free time to build a business that can replace my current job.

Speaking of jobs and self-employment, does anyone actually make money selling art? I mean without feeling like they’ve sold their souls to commerce?

Same shit, different day

Oh 2022, you look exactly the same as 2021, and I am only on day 3. It is absurd to impose a number on a group of days and declare that they will be different to the previous group. This completely ignores the cycles to which all life is subject. It reminds me of the hope people put into politics: their candidate will change the world. Yes, she will, but only if her presence coincides with things that would have happened anyway.

I have been encouraged to believe that 2022 will be a good year for me, but my sources are vague and notoriously unreliable. It is probably better to resign myself now, and accept that things will continue the way they have been in the past. Unless I am about to crest a wave I cannot even feel, much less see, I do not think a damned thing will be different. I will continue to be stressed by the same things, respond in predictable ways, and chide myself for not getting up earlier.

Even so, there is room for optimism. I put together a list of the things I hope to complete this year, rather than pencil any resolutions. Change does not conveniently occur on January 1; it occurs when things align and the way forward opens. By writing down what I would like to complete, I am announcing, at least to myself, that I have some hope for the year, and some faith in myself for moving forward. Most of the projects are already in train, and of course there will be many others between, but even if my completion rate is a poor 50%, that’s still pretty good.

  • Finish Going to Gee’s House. This is a picture book for my grandchild. It is printed and I am now working on the silkscreen illustrations. This is a technique that I am not very good at, and part of my plan is to get better at it. This will mean the book will be crappy in the beginning at good at the end. This project is currently about 25% complete. (Edition of 10)

  • Finish flower book This one is at least 18 months in and I vacillate between wanting to get it done and forgetting about it completely. It is 8 reduction engravings of seeds with silkscreen illustrations of the flowers they produce. Between the illustrations I will put information about habitat and native area. I have 2 prints to go; my estimate is that it is 60% complete. (Edition of 5)

  • Finish quilt During 2020 lockdown I put together a quilt for my son. I hadn’t made one in over 20 years and reacquainting myself with long-forgotten techniques was humbling. Also, my sewing machine wasn’t working properly. I finished the top and began hand-quilting. I do not find the process as compelling as I did all those years ago, but I do like it. This one is maybe 25% complete.

  • Finish An Alliterative Alphabet I am not too hopeful about this one. I have printed all the capital letters but need to do all the little phrases and pictures. I got through about 8 letters in the first version before scrapping it all and starting again. The idea was to showcase some chromatic type, but I am afraid I may lose interest before it’s done. I put this one at 10%. (Edition of 5)

  • Finish writing Pommas book Following up on 2021’s book about my years in Fairfax, I am slowly and painfully writing about the 18 months I spent living in France when I was a teen (the farm where we lived is called Pommas). Since it has been difficult so far, I am cutting myself some slack in setting my expectations rather low. This one is 2% toward done. (Edition of 10)

  • Print the next grandchild book This one is written (took me about half an hour—just a bunch of silly rhymes). It is a sampler of sorts, with the child’s name repeated on every page in a different typeface, along with an animal or other thing with the implication that the whole world shares the same name. 1% complete. (Edition of probably 10)

  • Get better at silkscreen

  • Get better at setting type

  • Get better at quality control

  • Take more photos

  • Post more content

  • Sell some shit

I’m leaving out the obvious like “love more” and “laugh more” because how do I measure those? and also, they are a given. Plus, reading them when other people say them makes me a little sick in the mouth and being a cynic, no one wants to read it from me too. It’s akin to “feeling joy in my heart”. I do, but I am not going to talk about it. I am a lot more attached to the negative because it gives me a foothold to push against. Whether I have a smile on my face or not, I am always standing at the edge of the abyss. Chaos is ever ready to welcome me in those loving arms. (And that is what it is like to live with the demon of depression. God. How did I get here??)

I am a bookmaker

I am horrified by how impressed people seem to be when I say, “I make books.” While it is technically true that I do “make books” what people hear is, “published author”. Again, technically correct, but the reality is far less impressive than the words make it sound.

A few years ago I thought it would be quaint to give my adult children books for Christmas. I made up a little story for each of them loosely based on a childhood event, and constructed a simplistic story around it. My son’s centered on the time he “helped” me trim trees by annihilating a little lemon tree. In the story I had him dig it up rather than what he actually did, which was chop it to pieces. I illustrated it with little linoleum cuts, and since I did not have any letterpress supplies, I hand wrote the story and bound it up in a book. It took him a couple of months to actually read it and then he wasn’t sure if it was true.

My daughter’s story was about a honey pot she had given me and her search for the sweet stuff to fill it. Hers too was illustrated with lino cuts, and my first reduction print. She read hers right away and knew that most of it was a fabrication. There is just one copy of each book—probably a good thing considering their quality. The biggest effect of making them was that I was launched on my letterpress journey.

The following year I made accordion books for the offspring. They had drawings specific for each kid, and once again, just one of each. I thought they would be much nicer and neater if I had printed some words on them with something other than a pen. By January I was in the thick of purchasing type and all the associated bits and pieces.

I started with a Hamilton type cabinet, full of type. I had my choice of drawers but sadly I did not know anything about type or drawer layouts and I ended up with about 10 drawers of Gothic faces and a couple of drawers that had letters missing. By the following Fall, I had figured out how to use it in a little C&P Pilot, and was well on my way to producing that year’s gift. This time I was actually making an edition of 5.

That first letterpress book I made is the worst thing I have ever produced. Charm ranking: 8/10. Quality ranking: 3/10. I didn’t pay attention to margins, spacing, alignment, proportion. I used single pages and bound the whole thing through the tape to which I affixed those pages. The illustrations are reduction woodcuts—some really lovely and some, umm, not. But the story is sentimental and meaningful; it’s called ‘At Gran and Grumps’ House’ and features activities my children enjoyed at my parents’ house in France during their childhoods. I like to think the book has some of the magic they felt there. Of those 5 copies, 4 have a home.

During the first year of the pandemic, like many people, I worked from home. I made a book during those months that took at least 6 months. It’s picture after picture of the virus for which I used reduction woodcut, silkscreen, and engraving. I wrote one page for each week I was at home, setting the pages in 14pt Veronese, Pastonchi, Goudy Modern, Centaur. My daily journal served as the source material for those pages and I printed about one a week on the Poco. I started on my Pilot but I could not get a satisfactory print. By the end of the book the pages are evenly hand-inked and centered. There is also a typo on every dang page.

The current project is a book of essays about my childhood. It took probably 4 months to write and will occupy another 4 to print the 39 text pages plus various other bits. As I set the type, I find myself rewriting, and I am seldom satisfied. The stories are too brief, there are too many things I have not said, I am uncertain if I have included the right memories, and I doubt anyone will want to read the tripe anyhow. It is, at best, a vanity project—masquerading as “stories of my life my children will want to know.” The hope is that it will be done by the holidays but I do not know that I am going to like it. I have tried to keep the visual quality high by using a template for the type and I have committed the cardinal sin of adjusting the platen on the press for even pressure. Also, while I have just 4 pages left to print, I have 5 pictures to do, all reduction engravings—and they take awhile. The edition is 10, but I don’t think there are 10 people who will actually want a copy. Like a lot of what I make, it too is probably destined to collect dust.

In a couple of weeks I will be starting another book. This is a picture book. I have some really wonderful wood type that I want to feature and I have written a story around it. I am full of doubt about this one as well, and to make it worse, I am using someone else’s press to print it. I plan to illustrate it with silkscreen prints, a technique I am pretty weak on. This is one way to bolster my skills.

I make books because they are a compilation of skills and provide a canvas with a lot of versatility. I enjoy the constant choices and decisions required from choosing paper to selecting the type. I am not interested in simply binding books with nothing in them; I want a completed object. I have found that I enjoy finding binding techniques that do not use glue after being taught methods that seem to involve slathering glue on every surface and then layering some more stuff on and gluing again.

There are a few things I do not like in the bookbinding department. One is coptic bindings. They do not support the spine enough even while they can look really nice. The book wiggles and slides—something that can be cured with enough glue of course. I also vehemently dislike making endbands. They are fussy, exacting, and difficult. Doubtless I could improve my skill with practice but it’s a tough sell to do them at all. I think I am going to have to get over that. I also hate drawing, but that’s another story.

And she's a-printing!

A lot was involved between my last post with Lola comfortably sitting in the bed of my truck and her current position on a slightly rickety cart in my upstairs shop.

I enlisted the help of two of my son’s friends to hoist her up the stairs and onto a wheeled stainless steel cart intended for kitchen equipment, not 210 lb presses. They each got a bar of Cadbury milk chocolate from England (much tastier than what is for sale here in the US). I had fretted about the transport up the stairs for two weeks and these chaps accomplished it in less than 5 minutes.

I had greased and oiled and cleaned the press before moving it, but I hadn’t been able to fully move the bed. It turned out that a screw head was interfering with the transport back and forth. I filed it down and the bed glides nicely back and forth now. At rest, it rocks in the center as it is supposed to.

The next task was packing the cylinder. This involved tracking down some red pressboard, which I found at NA Graphics. I bought several sheets as this stuff is nearly impossible to find these days. Fortunately it isn’t something that needs changing all that often. After much experimentation I ended up with a cylinder much more packed than expected: mylar>tympan paper>pressboard>pressboard>mylar. On the bed, if I am printing American type I use another sheet of pressboard under the galley.

In my last post I said that Didot height would not work on this press but I am happy to say I was wrong. The rollers on the press are adjustable to a degree and it appears that whoever had it last set them to a deep setting. Rather than alter all 4, I have decided to just pack under the galley to adjust type height. This means there is enough space for the higher type. In fact, if I removed the galley I would be able to print Italian height if needed.

I am locking up type in a chase and then sliding that onto a galley for printing. Having a gripper on the cylinder really simplifies the printing process although I would need to make some alterations to use it for accurate registration. It is held onto the cylinder with springs and with some effort the mechanism can be moved back and forth. It would need a fixed location to be effective. The movement is necessary to get it out of the way when applying the tympan so a fixed location cannot be a permanent solution. I have thought of using a grid under the mylar for paper alignment, but getting it perfectly straight would be a trick.

I did not know I would be using this press to print metal type. I had thought I would be making small posters with wood type. However, I decided to use it to pull a proof for a page in the current project rather than ink up the Pilot, proof, mess around, get sticky dirty ink, etc. I was surprised by how good it looked and once I fixed the myriad typos and spacing issues, I printed the page on the Poco. Of course the inking leaves much to be desired but considering how the Pilot was behaving with the same issue, my poor hand-inking technique was actually an improvement.

I am still trying to fix the alignment on the Pilot, and it isn’t going particularly well, so for the time being I will be using the Poco for all my letterpress. I should be able to print a 5x7 form on the Pilot, but he says otherwise (two of my presses are female, two are male). I have another project in the nascent stage that I want to print on the Pilot so I need to solve these issues.

Poco Press Addition

I think I am sure it’s the last damn press every time I add a new one. This little beauty is number 4. Its addition means I can barely move around the space in which I create the things I intend to print on it—a Catch 22 of sorts. I am equal parts glum and excited.

After placing an ad on Briar Press that I was after a Poco press, I heard from a fellow just 40 miles away who had a No 0 for sale. I went to see it and the following week I returned to hand over an envelope of cash and pick it up—which involved a shimmy up a couple of 4x4 posts and into the truck bed.

The press had been used by the previous owner, but I do not know when. It is missing its plaque and adjusting wrench (for tightening the slotted bar when the tympan is put on the cylinder). All the bed pins are present though and the bed does move back and forth, albeit stiffly. There is a good deal of grime on the frame (a rather horrid battleship grey over the original forest green), and an incredible layer of dust inside the cylinder. The cylinder was wrapped in an offset printing blanket, probably to make up for the gap created by the missing galley plate. This press is designed to have the type tied up in the galley and run through that way to pull a proof. Some people have adapted this press to do much finer work than it was designed to do, although I do not know how well that works.

Loaded in the truck

Loaded in the truck

One unusual feature of this press: a gripper on the cylinder. When I got it home I took off the offset press blanket that was on the cylinder—and found some rust. I sanded and scraped it off, lubed up the rollers and gears, and cleaned the metal. I found a 12x18 galley that I will put in the bed. There was also a piece of steel in the bed, shimmed with a couple pieces of leading, which I thumped on with a hammer to remove. I found the serial number: G2352.

After blanket removal and some work on the rust

After blanket removal and some work on the rust

The next step, once I finish sanding it, is to get it into my shop. This will involve hiring a couple of brothers in the neighborhood, friends of my son. It weighs in at 210lbs and my husband is not interested in hurting his back moving a chunk of metal he cannot imagine why I need (I do not bother with explanations anymore).

One thing that has surprised me is the relative strength needed to turn the handle. My etching press has gearing which allows easy turning even under great pressure. Not so here. Also, the bed is only marginally adjustable so the wood type I purchased from Italy, didot high, isn’t going to work here. That gripper is going to be mighty handy though. Under the gripper are pins for the tympan, rather than having both ends in the slotted bar as I have seen with other Poco presses.

Next up: first printing jobs

The inaugural writing: current state of ink

Much to my surprise, some people (well, maybe 2, my mother one of them) have asked me to write about what I am doing. I am never averse to talking about myself and lookie here, the interwebs will let me ramble on, spew drivel, cast aspersions, and otherwise talk rubbish.

Here we are in the middle of the pandemic, though California is just beginning to come out of total isolation. I have been home in my little shop for 8 weeks now while the library has been closed. I have been doing some work, yes, but mostly I have been printing.

I started out with a delicious feeling of (back then) the prospect of 3 weeks being home. After relaxing that first day, even taking a nap, I woke up on day 2 panicking that I might not find things to do. Horrors! Of course I needn’t have worried. It’s been a process, certainly, and now that I am well into it, a situation I will find tough to leave once things reopen.

Yesterday I started the last block for the book I am writing, or at this point simply making as few words have been written. The previous 9 blocks went quite smoothly, but this one is on attempt number 3. Drat! It is the 4th reduction engraving I have made for the book and I got ahead of myself, made several poor decisions, and have had to start over completely. The bad news is that I lost some time and effort (this is “bad”) but the good news is that my colophon can now be printed on a pretty rectangle of color as I reuse one set of rejects.

One of the mistakes I made was to be over-eager to use some new Hawthorn ink. This stuff dries with paper contact but will stay open on the ink table indefinitely (hence the moniker “stay open ink”). But relief and etching ink are not the right choices for engraving as their lower viscosity means they can fill the tiny lines that take such concentration to make. After one layer, I switched over to letterpress ink. Yes, both types of ink are oil-based but really self, that was dumb. Several layers later I still did not have the color I wanted, rendering me unable to move on to the next section.

Switching ink types was foolish enough but I did other stuff too. I am printing on one end of a strip of paper that is 10x16”. With all the upside down and backwards stuff of printmaking (with which I should be completely familiar considering my large format camera work), I managed to begin printing the block wrong side up. For nearly all the other illustrations this has not been an issue because they are not directional. But wouldn’t you know, this one is. But I could live with it so I continued on my journey of less than stellar decisions.

The third boneheaded thing I did was carve some ever so tiny lines to define one side of a form. In reduction printing there are several layers—sometimes many—and every layer has the chance of obscuring the small details either due to a slight shift in registration, or because of ink fill-in . This is especially true with engraving because the detail can be so fine and the carving shallow. Engraving is meant to have one layer of color applied, not multiple as reduction printing demands. One ought to save those tiniest of lines for the last layer, but clearly my wiser self was not consulted.

There were other things I could have done to rescue the image had I had additional blocks of the same size, but I didn’t and I didn’t want to order more and wait for them to arrive. The iron is hot! Strikes must occur! My solution was to move up to the next block size of which I had two (4x6”) and necessarily add more paper to the scrap heap. I am reversing the order of carving as well so that those tiny lines will be last. Theoretically it will all go swimmingly from here on in.

I have one layer of yellow printed on the latest set of pages. Carving of small circles using a multi-line engraving tool continues. The idea is to give a softer outline to the collection of viruses overtaking a cell—the subject of this piece. In fact all of the blocks have been similar subject matter. Not very original, and not even a lot of variation, but to me endlessly beautiful like so much of the microscopic world.

Check back later to see how I have mangled what at this stage appears to be a dead cert for masterpiece status.